sighhhh ....

Okay , so today at the while day , I spend my whole time at Candace's grandma's wake . I feel like so weird and stuff ... But really wanna thank Weiling and God for like giving me the courage to do this ... Actually when I reached the place , I wanted to back out . But we just prayed before we went in and I felt so much better :) sigh ... It was just awkward and more awkward !!! LOL I feel so tired ... It's the end of the week and I just wanna take time off To just thank God for friends an the encouragement that they have given me :) everyone got higher than me for Chinese o's ... But I learn to be grateful with what I have ... I have given my very best . There's nothing that I can do ... But to just move on with life ... Thank God for giving me the chance to even get a B3 :) so glad :) at least if I am not glad I am trying to :)