Ask and you shall recieve , seek and you will Find :)

My dad took a knife and nearly killed my mum yesterday . He even wanted to divorce with her . But right , I should be sad or depress ... But what I actually feel is so calm . I know that God has a plan and that he is in control , I know my dad and mom love me like how I love them :) Today is my Chinese birthday , I didn't really care cause this birthday means nothing to me ... But today seems to be like a great blessing :) the greatest blessing that I can ever RECIEVE :) my mum got my dad to buy me a cake :) then my mum cook noodles with 2 eggs for me :) Lastly , she even gave me 75 bucks to go to prom even though she had no money . This is what I call the power of love . Everyone seems to be so supportive of me , EVEN GOD ! as I read the bible today , God just told me that he is there whenever I need him ! And that just warms my lil heart !:) he said ask and you shall RECIEVE , seek and you shall FIND ! I am so blessed :) it is joy overflowing :) Okay I am gonna share the song that I composed yesterday when I was weary . Please do not judge me because this is what I really want to say , right in my heart .. I will write the lyrics in the next post :) tune in :)