God , are you there ?:)

Today I didn't go service :(
Wasn't allowed to cause I kinda had to help my mum .:(
Hahahah , when I went to my mum's shop, I started doing my homework .
When I just started , this girl dropped a big bottle of perfume near me .
The smell was so strong that it made me so dizzy and I had a huge headache .
Plus I was doing poa at that time . And you know , I am a poa idiot , so I really don't know how to do + headache :(
I keep wanting to cry .
So I started talking to myself and tried to comfort myself .
Then I continued !:)
And thank god that I really finish my poa Homework and started to study ss.
But before I start , meimei called me and ask me where am I and stuff .
Then I was just like oh I am helping my mum .
That point , I think I was abit like so good , they can go for lg and service ...
But after hanging up , I noticed , god gave me thus huge challenge to train me to become a fireproof Christian .
I stared at the necklace again and said fireproof Eugenia and gave a big smile :)
Even people may look down on me , I will never look down on me .
So what if I am fat - fat is cute :)
So what if I am ugly ? - ugly is the new thing :)
So what if you think that God is an alien ? - he must be an awesome alien because he has blessed me so much in my life :) he is not an alien to me :) he is the lover of my soul :)
Awesomeness :)