This is about my walk with MY GOD:D

This is about my walk with MY GOD:D

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I am a fat bitch , laugh all you want

Haiz , Disappointed with me ?
Sure , I am just a freaking person fighting for oxygen and space .
You claim that you don't know what I am thinking or whatever shit .
I don't wanna hang out with you as much because ....
I don't feel like saying anything .
Why ?
Why must 2 faced people (human Pleasers) 
Come into my life ?:(
Trying to please everyone .
Tell different stories , would rather tell your secret to others than to me . 
I AM FREAKING STRESS OKAY ?!
If you dont like things this way , just tell me face to face .
Don't beat around the bush telling people , blogging about it .
I don't wanna get hurt .
And everytime , when you were trying to please everyone , self pitying , I just sat there and went like there she goes ...
We can be friends , but things won't be the same again .
I an still remember all the hurtful things you said to me .
Like only when you want me to do things for you then you treat me like your best friend.
I have great fear within me .
GREAT GREATT GREATTT FEAR .
A FEAR THAT WILL NEVER GET INTO YOUR HEAD .
when we Are close friends , you said I was pretty , but when we fight , you called me a fat bitch.
JUST LET ME A FAT BITCH IN YOUR EYES .
I am fat and I am a bitch .
Whatever you think I am , I am .
I don't understand , and I gave up , I will nvrr try to understand alr .
To you I am a fat bitch and a notch that make use of you and run away with there friends .
Just stop it . It's not funny .
An It will never be .

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