Yesterday was quite a normal day to any other person . But I wanna share my experience about this amazing day :) today I went for hope conference , I was actually going for it with an unwilling heart . And thinking about how I can actually do something more 'constructive' like studying than going for this event in my church . When hope conference start , there was praise and worship . There was this song that I love thy started playing , I started to sing loudly to the lyrics and feeling so good about it . Then there was this sentence that was flashed 'Jesus open my eyes to the work of your hands'. At that point of time , I was like why have I been stupid ? Why did I not open my eyes to what You have created ,(my friends that I didn't really like) and I was just treating like they were thrash , for so long . This made me motivated to talk to them and really try my best to treasure them more .
Next , after the break there were interviews with people . They were not ordinary people , but they are people who had grown so much more just by being faithful and following God in what ever they do . Then suddenly I turn to my LGL and said " I have no idea what does God have for me in future , because it has been a very long time that I had talk to God " , right after that , I started breaking down and cry out to God . I just felt so guilty and ashamed for who I really was than God showed me an image , it was an image of a 'sand timer' turning over and over again when the sand reach the end . Like I guess God was trying to tell me that he forgives me and that the sand timer turning shows that the old has gone and I can start to work harder for the new future with him . This experience has really made me wanna do so much more for God . And to start out I want to start planning out my time wisely so that I will be able to start going for lg . Right now I feel so drained that I wanna sleep ;(
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